facing the fact

I don’t know how I get inspiration to write down some paragraphs I wrote below, I still confused. It just started at time I look in to some picture, I feel like something goes in my mind that tells me u should write something.

I remember someone tells me that everything we want not always we get, I accept what he/she told to me, I believe that what we own now actually is not belonging to us; it can be taken away from us anytime. But back then I get only theoretical logic, until there’s time when I lost my precious things that makes me almost lose everything yap I mean everything.

That crucial moment has passed away, my life back to normal again. I need some months to recover my pain from those losses. But I realized then, it was hard to face something that happen in reality and it so easy to play with theory in our head. Sounds so human isn’t it,,,

That picture reminds me every time I forget my lesson from that moment, like what it does this time. It’s telling me, you are not mine even if you have own me back then. Although I still feel kind a weird but perhaps it gives me strength to face forward since there’s no sin to look back for moment to refresh my lesson from that pain.

Thanks to that picture and someone who portrayed on it, which have gives me lot of lesson to face the bitterness of reality that I can’t imagine in theoretical terms.

Should I put "facing the fact" for the title?