learn to be Johnny English

story in english, try to make some excercise in english subject… the author herebly says this story is only fiction, if there any coincident between story or someone’s life, the author is out of question about it

lets begin…
this is an old story with unexpected ending…
It was back then when i’ve graduated from junior high school i met someone who make me feel comfort and great… it started in administration office of our school. we got examination started at the day, but at the time i dont have any examination card which mean i can’t go to class yet… so i go through to the administration office to get that card.

I was so excited when i’ve arrive at admin office, i guess at first time maybe only me who doesnt have the examination card but then i found there’s some student too… so i spend my time talking with the other while we wait the officer making the card ready for us..
suddenly when we talking about preparation for the exam two of female student came to the office, at first glance they stop

their step at the door unexpecting us ofcourse, for your information in our school female and male student are separated in all way and it most hard thing to make contact between male and female student, it was our school decisions. so naturally they feels some kind of shy toward us.

Then i dont know where i have courage to speak up, since i usualy get nerveous when facing girls… i told them, but acctualy told to one of them, c’mon get in, dont be afraid of sarphay (one of my friend’s name) he doesn’t bitten anymore.. i get shocked when i saw her smiling, o God, is she your angel… i feel something strange filling my body, my heart beating hard for sudden making noise that my friends can hear it… speechless and blushing..

it was my first time, i saw her in my life… give me strange impressions, feels like i chained to her, hoho is this a love, soo blind, i dont know even who she is, what her name, i dont know anything bout her… unfortunately at that time, i didn’t get chance to ask her name or else..

i just called her, my mysterious girl from admin office haha.. sounds silly isn’t.. but what can i say, love makes us silly..

as time flews, i still thinking of her, who she is… i ask my friend bout those girl whose came to admin office, but nothings appear, i dont get any names yet.. i got curious.. until one day my friends asks me to get along with them to amusement park in city.. but no body know, one of my friend makes some arrangement to get date with his girlfriend, and she goes with her gangs. not my bussines i think, so i just enjoying the park with my friends. But then, i realized someone who looks familiar to me, but i dont know when i met her. her face is catching my eyes, i sure i’ve met her before, buti dont remember.

I ask my friend bout her, i got her name, where she lives and so on… i just think ah whatever i just need to forget the mysterious girl i’ve met.. two days later i make calls with her for first time. she gaves me a good signal, make me confident to say i wanna know more bout you, and she said alright let make a try…

my relation with her, the girl i met in amusement park, give me lot of sweet memory even the bitter feels sweet.. i even forget for a while bout the mysterious girl. until someday, we talk about our last exam in school and i got shocked, yeah probably guess what, she told me that she was went to admin office at first day of exam, and she even remember that i was told her to get in and dont be afraid of my friend…

ooo i can’t say anything.. i just think is this a coincident, or what.. my mysterious girl is her, i smile all day, that day was my lucky day ever.

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after four months get together with her, my time to get study overseas has came. i remember how cloudy day it was.. it was my decision to go, i told her that i’ll be at her said always, i will and i was… year after year we make our relationship more interesting, sometimes there problem between us, but we can manage it in nice or sometimes in worse way, but we still get along together… i put my trust on her and i really treasure her in my heart.

in 6th year at my study overseas, i chat with her and using camera i can see her face still looking for me, her eyes tells me that she need me. I told her to be patient, only one year left and i’ll come to you directly, i dont want to get separated from you again. she was smiling at me, o God i can’t resist her smile haha…

yeah we was happy back then, until one day i got call from her… all of sudden she called me, told me that something urgent has happened, she said that she doesn’t deserve to have me.. what is it all about i ask her. sound like she cry i heard from the phone, then she tells me everything… about the problem on her house, then her friend, orange juice, sleeping pills, room and even more pregnant indicator..

O God, i dont know what to say, i feel like i lost everything that i have, i dont feel anything just hurt in every inch of my heart… what have i done, i lost someone who i really really ….

after month she get merried.. oo it feels so absurd for me, i still can’t accept it, hey man she is mine, she means a lot for me, and then you come from nowhere making a lot of trick to stacth her away from me…

6 months later i came back to my country in summer holiday.. when i arrive at home, i met her again, but this time i try to avoid her, i dont want both of us get hurt, couse in any and such way we can’t be together again, she is a wife of somebody..

even my self has strong intention to meet her but i try not make contact, but what can i do, i just a human being… one day i ask her to meet me in someplace, we talk a lot and i can tell she can’t accept what happened to our relationship too. I even come to her house and get warm acceptances from her family.. just like the old day but in different situation…

o God i dont know what must i do, it just seems like nightmare but i wanted it, i still want her but i can’t. on the way to my home i think really heard, making agreement between my heart and my logic, what suppose i do… what ever, but for meanwhile i need to go away from her, enough for me to watch her happy with her little family from far away, and when she need help i’ll give my hand for her in one or other way, but not in direct way for sure… but for now, let she lives her life without any presence of mine, or more than that maybe it will be
better if she hates me so she can accept her life at ease…

but for me, she still somoeone who i treasure most in this world, at least for this time, that why i wrote this what u can say diary of some old story…

to be continue… what next? any opinion?